Tuesday, 15 January 2008

awww he's so cute lol

cnt u just fall in love wiv those eyes.

Friday, 11 January 2008

To My Fans In Turkey....In The NightSide Eclipse....

































joi do ne le adte ne doi boi.
these are just a few scenes from our newest play.









calle???
jondai etwelle ai buwendas?
corne ahhlle asei na porden akcta eftne sen do boi le na efetne ahala cornwall.
sendu boi eckte fort ne le da acs forn taldi.
sen boudie 16.
sendour calle na she abuon tena calle et ne shat le na pool shatourse.
in the nightside eclipse
calde morten aftre ouch tellackhe forten aple te na dose et ne jai da boi.
corte la des nai to do boinez actef Camborne, le de nai a Cornwall.
le seviyorum tendal et nes Romeo akte Julliet,Lenta The West Side Storie.
brumne karde pornai de let ne abuon calle ne abuon le akte Belle sen dae le na do metaao Seviyorum calle se den pocrhs le den poi ne askim alle shoense afte pornai alle cande me frere atte lo den boi to ne den savia le don a bourne.
Bende le seviyorum de mandor le afte ai' le deboi.

When i started off in theatre i decided to try small parts like making it so i was only in a few scenes.My manager stuart bishop told me to try a bigger scene or a more challenging part like try one of the main people in the play.I then got offered a place in a theatre school in london over the summer holidays. When i tryed to keep myself in the school i managed to learn how to keep myself in character when on stage and how to get out of character off stage.
i have now been selected for a new part in a peice called In The Nightside Eclipse. Which is a cross between Romeo and Julleit and The Westside Story.
i will update you with new photos once the show is up and running these photo's are from our practices.
lots of lurve sophie xxxxxxxxx












Wednesday, 9 January 2008

ben

woop woop
he got down on one knee to his gf on christmas day
its so so cute



got engagment party on the 9th of feb woop woop

Monday, 7 January 2008

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the him no1 knows

well me i have fancied him for like ages n i finally got my new year kiss maybe it was like well over 24 hours early but shhh still made me happy lol

he is 23 and he is a taxi driver as well as an entertainer.

he plays pool with my brother ben the eldest one and he went school wiv him.ben dont want me seeing him though but as i said a min ago in last blog when does that ever stop me.


hmmm true never!!!!!!!


Monday, 17 December 2007

crimbo holz!

well it were kwl i guess, went too me mates for the weekend then ended up passing out on his bed lol his girlfriend wasnt very happy but there again when does that ever bother me.
got in a huge scrap wiv her last night when i were at the b n p wiv the rest of the reapers.

nigel

Nigels art......

its the best

he is my uncle

he died on the 10th august 2004



he was an artist and a acomputer technician

he lived in hayle

he was originally from london

he has 3 sons

steven,daniel and kieren

he also has a daughter chantelle

as well as 2 grandchildren

exstarelda and astonia

as well as a step daughter kerrie


here is some of his pictures that are world famous
the sunset eclipse made by nigel but designed by his daughter kerrie.

The pegasus its a coppied peice from the rondo farme collection made with new colours and seriallist format.

the sunset rombe a picture which is originally made from glass and hanging in my bedroom.




Tuesday, 11 December 2007

living?

what is the point?
where does it leave us?
where will we be in 5 yrs from now?
what is it i wanna do for a living?
who will i be with?
lee?
paul?
never know what is going to happen and never know where it is going to end
who will keep an eye on me when i leave home?
who will make sure i get by?

where will i go?
what will i do?
how will i live my life?
will i do what i have always wanted to do?
will i get married?
will i have kids?
will i be famous?

what ever i do these thoughts are running through my head!

family

mum
ben
matty
sophie
amber

she was with james who has
jane
nick
amy

she was with fred who has
michael
shelly
danny
tracey

then mike who has
steph
nick

now ashely who has
michelle
stacey
kurtis
kyle

dad
me

he was first with marie who has
chris
luke
ellie
paula

he was with karen who has
lee

then he was with karla who has
katey

then he was with tracey who has
damien
zack
hannah
nathan

then stan who has
kieran
jessica

now lil who has
tammy
ashliegh

the gurlz!

stacey
she is lovely
but evil
and she scares me
i mislead her apparently
she is 16
goes skewl wiv me
katie
she is 15
goes skewl with me
too clingy
i like her but not alot
she texts me about 20 times every minute
laura
she is 15
havent seen her in ages
loves skewl
too loud
plus she loves herself too much
too moany too

Monday, 10 December 2007

the guyz!

lee
well he is 18
he lives in st.ives
he has a really hot body.
blonde hair
blue eyes
quite tall
taken by me
smokes
drinks
got his test on the 19th of jan

jack
well he's 18
he lives in helston
he plays rugby and cricket
he has brown hair
blue eyes i think?
quite tall
he is single
he drives

ant
well he is 22
he lives in truro
he has an amazing personality
he has light brown hair
blue eyes
average height
he is single
he drives

mark
he is 21
really amazing body
he is a army officer
he lives in penponds
he is single
he is bi
he loves the pub
he drives
he smokes
blonde hair
brown eyes

kaye
he's 26
he lives in goldsithney
he owns a security firm
he has 2 kids
kayla and kian
he has an amazing body
loves playing footy
likes to watch chick flicks
brown hair
brown eyes
lives on his own












jason aka jase
well he is 21
lives in maverich
has 1 daughter
lola
hes single
he is a machanic
he works in london accasionally

paul
he is 20
he lives in camborne
he is a trouble maker
he loves to cheat
he has a broken nose oops bcuz of me
i slipped
he lives on his own
i think he is single
he dont drive
well apart from a bike
he is lowlife

robbie
well he is 19
he lives in hayle
he owns a bike shop
in the industrial estate
he loves diy tv shows
he loves csi
he likes walking on the beach
he has brown hair
brown eyes
and he drives a kawasaki rs 250

max
he is 20-21
he works in a garage
he does part time at haven
hes my brothers best mate
i knew him all my life
really lush eyes
hazel eyes with tint of green
he has blonde hair with a tint of blue on the tips
he owns 3 bikes, a car and a van
he lives on his own
with tyson his boxer puppy

tyler
well he is 17
lives in bristol(randochvitch)
he has his own house
with a pool
he is my best mate
but a great kisser
he loves cars
hasnt got his licence yet
brown long spikey hair
nice greeny sorta eyes

eyup
well he is 16
he lives in turkey
well istanbul
he owns a mobile phone shop
his best mate is huseyin
he lives above his shop
he has 1 child
kantra
he has no family other than his child
and
he has a girlfriend called tungya
he has long dark hair
he also has blue eyes

ross
he is 25
he lives with his mate paul
in camborne
he loves motor bikes
he owns a kawasaki ninga
its 1200cc
he loves guyz
so in other words he is gay
but there again he hasnt got a bloke
i have known him since i was little
he likes flirting with my bfs
trying to see if they are gay
lol
well funny to go pub with
loves drink
he's an ex junkie
he drives cars and bikes

malcolm
well he is 18 now
he drives both car and bike
went out with 2 of my mates
he has brown short hair
and brown eyes
loves beach partys
and camping :P
he likes getting me and my mates drunk
he works in helston
doing security
he lives in st erth
with my step sis and my dads ex best mate




rich

he is 19
he lives in yeovil
he owns a green speed mobeele

he has a best mate called chris
he is witha girl called amy
who is preggy with his baby
he loves going to scotty lodge with me and all our other mates from all around
we go their on the 27th of december every year
its a laugh
thats him in the picture^^^^^

he is a darling and we love him dearly as u can c he loves his food

jack

he is 15

he is going out with my little sister

he is so sweet

i love to wind him up

he loves amber to bits

james

he is 20-21

he is another one of my brothers mates

he lives in london

he is halfcast

and totally gorgeous

wants to be a builder

has 1 child

a little boy with my mate billy

dark hair

and lucious brown eyes

matt

he is 20-21

my bro

got a baby on the way

gunna be a girl

justa gut feeling

lisa is his gf

she has her 12weeks scan on the 7th of jan

cant wait

im gunna be god mum

woop

ben

my oldest brother

he has a gf called lara

lives in hayle

well between hayle and st erth

doesnt drive cuz he is lazy

he is fat :P

kurtis

he is 17

lives in london

my bro

brown hair

brown eyes

kyle

he is 19

my bro

brown hair brown eyes

damien

he is 14

he lives in hayle

my bro

dads son

has light brown hair

blue eyes

zack

he is 13

he lives in hayle

light brown hair

blue eyes

my bro

my dads other son

nathan

my step bro

lives back up in birmingham

he is so sweet

loves computer games

lives with his mum













Tuesday, 27 November 2007

Friendship is a rare jewel that shines,Only when u give it a sunny smile
Friendship is a lock that opens,Only when u unlock ur true self to it
Friendship is a song which is sung,Only when u know its rhythm
Friendship is a dream which comes true,Only when u believe in it
Friendship is a sun which rises,Only when ur heart has set on it
Friendship is a throne, on which u can sit,Only when u share ur kingdom with it
Friendship is a path, which u will find,Only when u know u are lost
Friendship is a lamp which lights,Only when u know it will assuage ur heart
Friendship is a lantern which glows,Only when u need the warmth of it
Friendship is a language which u speak,Only when u know the meaning of it
Friendship is a potpourri of feelings, which u can smell,
Only when u have a true friend!! :)
and i have a true friend....thats "u

19 ways to have a life in turk

1)HONOR THE FORCE THAT CREATED YOU.......
2)PURSUE ACHIEVABLE GOALS....... .
3)KEEP A GENUINE SMILE....... ....
4)SHARE WITH OTHERS...... .......
5)HELP THY NEIGHBOR.... ......
6)MAINTAIN A YOUTHFUL SPIRIT...... ...
7)GET ALONG WITH ..THE RICH.....THE POOR......THE BEAUTIFUL... AND....THE UGLY
8)KEEP COOL UNDER PRESSURE.... ...
9)LIGHTEN THE ATMOSPHERE WITH HUMOR......
10)FORGIVE THE ANNOYANCE OF OTHERS......
11)HAVE A FEW PALS12)COOPERATE TO REAP GREATER RREWARDS.... ...
13)TREASURE EVERY MONET WITH YOUR LOVED ONES......
14)HAVE HIGH CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF.... ..
15)RESPECT THE DISADVANTAGED. ........
16)INDULGE YOURSELF OCCASIONALLY. ......... ...
17)SURF THE NET FOR PLEASURE.... ......... ..
18)TAKE CALCULATED RISKS....... ......... .....
19)UNDERSTAND THAT MONEY ISN'T EVERYTHING.. .......

Monday, 26 November 2007

Paul!!!

hehe he's ace
apart from the fact that i had to get up at 7am to meet a man at tesco's extra all because he left his phone in the graveyard
hehe long story
i had to speak to an old man i didnt know
i had to walk 4 an hour
then i couldn't find him lol
i tryed to call him but i had his phone
i went to his flat and he wasn't in Grrrrr :@
he thought i was sleeping with lee and got jelous but lee is my bessie
and hes a complete darling and i love him too bits
getting so used to seeing him we been together for 4days and i have seen him about 40 times
meeting him tonight at 6
but keano and shauney said they are going to kidnap me if im with him
im not aloud a bf haha
and who is going to stop me?
i hate exams they suck big time
why do i have to do them so much?
im bored of them already

Friday, 16 November 2007



pudsey the bear .

he's the thing that raises all this money.

aww and he's so cute i want 1 x

i wonder if u can get teddies like him

i have him on a magnet and on a mug but i want the

teddie too .......

children in need!

for children in need i am doing a gig tonight at the acorn theartre in penzance we are asking for donations at the box office and the tickets will be £1 each for adults and 50p for children anyone is welcome there will be a mix of singer including alex parks and many other local famous singers and some wanna be's like me.



ask me if u want any more details.

people!!

why are people so gutty on the fone?
sending bitchy messages
mouthing off on the fone

why are they so guttless in life?

i would love for her to start because i am not scared
i love a good fight


i hate people like that

Wednesday, 14 November 2007

what is it i do that is wrong?

ok im confused
me n sam
me n kaye
kaye got on 1 knee
it was so sweet
love him too bits but there again there are the kids.

kaye

when he found out he luked as if he was gunna cry with joy!

Tuesday, 13 November 2007

whether to be me or be who they want me to be?

they call me a goth
they call me a whore
they call me a freak
they call me alot more

do any of them them no me
do they no the real me
if they think they do
why are they so full of shit!

Monday, 12 November 2007

whats the problem with men are they meant to be with more than one woman at a time?>?

well he likes me so he says
he likes his missus
he wants to meet me
he was at her house
he writes love!! in a a message to me
he tells her he luvs her
does that mean his feelings are stronger for me?
does that mean he wants me for 1 thing?
is it me or her?
he wants to meet up tonight!
do i go and see him as revenge do i go n meet him n have alot of fun?
do i let his gf cum with me n catch him in the act?
do i tell him that i know what he is doing?
do i just go for it?
is he the right person to be doing this with?

Tuesday, 23 October 2007

jeremy

totally jeremy lol he so cute
baby faced
lukin all grown up n i have met him :P haha :P

johnny depp

as jack sparrow
portrait
lukin gawjus as ever
haha even better half naked
awwww sooo cute lol

Shemar moore

awww suited and booted lol he luks amazing
signed sealed delievered i wish lol
see y i adore him lol
i think he luks lyk vin deisel in this pic but still hot

jay

awwww he is just so cute
with hair still gawjus
half naked looks good too me lol he's soooo buff
in the shower and lukin gud
he has a baby face awwwww

Monday, 22 October 2007

jay hernandez

Jay Hernandez
Interview By: J.P. Mangalindan JPMangalindan@TheCinemaSource.com
At age 18, Jay Hernandez was a self-admitted drifter. He was taking classes at a junior community college in L.A. and living at home; he had no idea what to major in, let alone what to do with the rest of his life. So, when a talent scout approached him in an elevator one afternoon and said he �had the right look� and �why not consider acting?�, Hernandez, who had never dabbled in the performing arts before, decided to give it a shot.
Eight years later, the actor who made hearts race with Kirsten Dunst in Crazy/Beautiful, now headlines Hostel, director Eli Roth�s follow-up to his 2002 debut, Cabin Fever. Presented with Quentin Tarantino, Hernandez plays Paxton, a pretty typical young guy backpacking with his friends in Europe, who finds himself in a very atypical situation when he stumbles across a hostel in a Slovakian town. Quickly, he finds the setting isn�t so innocent, but really a clandestine operation for rich globetrotters to satiate their sadomasochistic urges by torturing unsuspecting victims.
Believe it or not, Hernandez claims the film�s plot isn�t as farfetched as it seems.
�In some way, it's a true story,� he says. �It's out there. It exists. There were these sites in Thailand apparently where people � I'm not sure if they volunteered � went to go and get killed and then money would go to their families. And these ultra-rich businessmen from around the world or wherever, would go and kill people. That's where the inspiration came from.�
Immediately, Hernandez liked the screenplay.
�My agent got a hold of the script; one of them hated it and said don't do it. The other agent was like, �I really like it.� It could be really huge and before I read it, I thought it would be what you'd expect from the genre, but it was very different. It pushed it. � I read it and loved and then I sat down with Eli. The guy's so energetic, he really sold me on it. He was telling me about all the locations he had locked down. I knew Quentin was involved too, so I put it all together and thought, �I'm going to do it.� It was a real departure from everything that I'd done, nice guys and those kinds of things.�
Rather, Hernandez�s character is an immature testosterone-fueled young guy who is changed by his experience. As Paxton sinks into a physically and psychologically-tortured nadir, he�s stripped of his ego and chauvinistic tendencies.
�Initially, Paxton objectifies women, talks a lot of that crap, a little bit aggressive, like a frat kid. Do you know what I mean? And I figured to break him down like that, to see and experience it, I think it was a good thing. I had no problems with it at all. In that moment of being tortured, when you're that close to death, there are so many things that go through your head.
You can't get tough at that point: you're hand-cuffed to a chair! What are you going to do? There's nothing you can do. The only thing you can do is plead.”
In fact, Hernandez admits he had an issue with Paxton, particularly his character’s evolution.
“I asked Eli, ‘Do you think the audience is going to be with him?’ because initially, Paxton's kind of a prick to women, I'm talking a lot of crack, just dong things, kind of being obnoxious and I was a little worried that the audience wouldn't want to follow me, wouldn't come along with me for the ride, so that was an issue that I had, but Eli was like, ‘Don't worry about it, you have an arc, it's all good.’
The young actor’s next project is an ambitious and solemn one. Oliver Stone’s untitled project chronicles the true story of New York Port Authority officers John McLoughlin (Nicolas Cage) and William J. Jimeno (Hernandez) and their search for survivors after the World Trade Center attack.
“I went to Port Authority and spent a lot of time down there,” he says. “I also spent a lot of time with Will Jimeno, who is what the story follows. He gave us so much information. There are so many things, not just him, but other officers that I've talked to. He just gave us so much in terms of making those moments and that experience real. As an actor, he really fed me a lot.”
Keeping in mind the fact that 9/11 was a mere four years ago or so, was it difficult for Hernandez to have people open up about the subject?
“Not really,” he says. “It seemed cathartic for people. It affected so many people so deeply. Anyone we talked to was like, 'If I can help you make this right, I'm going to do that.’”
Hernandez and company hopes to do just that.

seni seviyorum askim!

selam
nasilsin?
askim tenen iyi boracu
telal evensti
askim tiyaka belin
eyup
poyraz
abduraham
harun
inanki
arslan

etet ne de namin askila tornai afitle tamam evet


hayir?
tamam?

evet?



seni seveyorum askim


ben seni sevmek istiyorum askim xxxxxxx

is he who he says he is?

well he is saying he is going back to prison but is that true?
he says he loves me is that true?
should i trust him or should i forget him?

the one?????or is he

i love him too bits but at the same time i feel that i hate him
he breaks it off between us
then he wants me back
should i take him or should i leave him?

mates

How can you stop a mate from doing something stupid?
how can you stop them from making a big mistake?
to be honest you cant?
how can i tell her he is trouble?

guys(wheres the sence)

for one he tells me it is over
then he says he loves me
then he says he found someone else
he says he wants to be mates
then he says she hot n he thinks im ugly
then he asks me to call him cause he is sorry and he loves me still